I'm feeling pretty down in the dumps today. We had some friends over, but as soon as they left this morning I started feeling depressed and mopey. I wanted to go do something today, but my husband woke up and started playing video games right away. I keep thinking about the things I used to do and then I think about how my knee will hurt if I do them. Its one of those frustrating days. Why can't I just go for an eight mile hike? Whats the problem with it?
I've been eating a lot of junk so I'm feeling a little sick to my stomach on top of it. I think about getting up to work out, but then I feel pukey and don't want to. I keep trying to convince myself that if I just explore Gainesville I will find the things I need to be happy here, but the longer I live here the less that seems likely. Its just too small town here. It remind me a lot of Fitzgerald. Everyone knows everyone and there just isn't anything exciting to do. There is more here than Fitzgerald has, but not the awesomeness I liked when I lived in Athens.
I would love to go to the intramural fields and walk the dogs around. I would love to finish up the walk by hiking all the way around the backside of the lake. Then I could drop the dogs off and get some coffee at Jittery Joe's. After that I could just hang out at home. Get some groceries, cook some food. Maybe that evening I would go for a run or bellydance or both! That's the life I miss.
I'm frustrated because so many things stand in the way. Even if I did drive to Athens today, if I did all the things I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow. I miss being active. I'm trying to get another referral to physical therapy, but I haven't been able to get the doctor to call me back. GRRRRRR @ being injured
I've been eating a lot of junk so I'm feeling a little sick to my stomach on top of it. I think about getting up to work out, but then I feel pukey and don't want to. I keep trying to convince myself that if I just explore Gainesville I will find the things I need to be happy here, but the longer I live here the less that seems likely. Its just too small town here. It remind me a lot of Fitzgerald. Everyone knows everyone and there just isn't anything exciting to do. There is more here than Fitzgerald has, but not the awesomeness I liked when I lived in Athens.
I would love to go to the intramural fields and walk the dogs around. I would love to finish up the walk by hiking all the way around the backside of the lake. Then I could drop the dogs off and get some coffee at Jittery Joe's. After that I could just hang out at home. Get some groceries, cook some food. Maybe that evening I would go for a run or bellydance or both! That's the life I miss.
I'm frustrated because so many things stand in the way. Even if I did drive to Athens today, if I did all the things I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow. I miss being active. I'm trying to get another referral to physical therapy, but I haven't been able to get the doctor to call me back. GRRRRRR @ being injured
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