So I have not posted this week. On Wednesday I got what I thought was a migraine. It was the worst headache I have ever had in my life. I left work on Thursday after only being there for 1.5 hours and did not make it to work on Friday. I went to the doctor Friday morning and found that I did not have a migraine, but instead had a virus that was causing swelling of my head and inner ear. As of today the headache is gone but the dizziness is not. Needless to say working out and eating healthy has not happened any this week. I'm hoping to be fully recovered by Monday. I hopefully will be able to do a full post then.
Being an adult is hard. I find that most days I feel unsatisfied with my life. I often think back to being in my early twenties and romanticize the time. Logically I know I was horribly depressed through most of it, but I still find myself longing for the days. I have a good life now, but sometimes its hard to see because I get so bogged down in the day-to-day. Partially that is because I have let what is important slip away for what is easy. I miss the how busy I stayed. I miss how social I was. At one point when I was therapy, I created a life goal plan. I'm not sure if that is the actual name of it. Basically, I listed things that were important and why they were important and then I listed how I would achieve those things on a daily, weekly, and monthly basis. I may find that useful to do again, but that is not what I am doing today. Most days I come home and immediately turn on the tv. I watch a few hours of TV a...
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