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A few years later

I've been wanting to write for a while, but just journaling hasn't felt right.  This seemed like the best blog given the subject matter I have been mulling over in my head.  My life has changed a lot over the last few years.  I graduated college; got a job, and am getting married.  The back injury took years to fully recover.  I now have illiotibial band syndrome, but this should be getting better with some physical therapy.  I know for a long time I have had body image issues.  I looked through some old photos on facebook and found one of me when I was TINY.  It was probably at the peak of my physical health.  I probably weighed 125-130 pounds.  Anyways, I remember duct taping my stomach down when I first tried that dress on.  Really?!  Now, 30 pounds later I still feel that same way.  I feel very uncomfortable in my body.  I keep thinking about losing weight, but then I don't.  I don't have the right motivati...